its been so long

Posted by A gals who born on 7th of March,1990 dropped by at 3:22 AM


today is no special day, its just a normal day,
but im here, is cause u said something to me earlier today,
its been awhile since i last express my love for u,
its been awhile since i wrote this kind of post for u,
i just want to say, although i didn't express it for so long,
i still love u as much as i did 18 months ago.. is not as much, its more..
though u don't feel it, deep down, i really do..
and no matter how many times i say it, u don't believe it..
but im saying to u again, i love u so much till there is no other way to measure it..
though sometimes i feel that u deserve someone better,
i always hope that there will never be anyone else but me..
and i always hate those people who goes close to you..

few days back u lost our necklace, i didn't mind.
u asked what happen if u lost one of my letters?, i said i won't mind.
today u said u needed to find back the shirts i bought for u, i don't mind if its lost.
it doesn't matter if u lose something that i bought for u, cause money can be earned back..
what matters the most is i don't lose you.. something that can never be earned/gained back..

i figured out that because of my life problems, because of studies,
because of my friends, because of my family.
i stressed too many problems from them and didn't give u time..
didn't give u my time..
due to exams, we have less time now.. but i promise u..
i promise u baby, after this, during semester break,
i'll spent my two weeks with u.. i dun care if ur mama scold u or keep u lock inside the house,
i dun care if i have car or no car, i dun care if its raining or blazing hot outside,
i'll go get you and spend time with u..

i dun care if u think ur not pretty,
i dun care if u think ur too tall,
i dun care if u think that you're big size.. i really dun care..
as long as i know that you will be here for me..
as long as you know that you know that i'll always be there for you..
thats what matters the most..

my flaws are too much, you had to tahan it so long..
i'm not close to perfect.. people will even say that im not worth for you..
but know this, i will do anything for you,
just say it, if its possible, i'll do it for you.

i really love you k?.. the one i love the most in my whole life..
with all my heart.. so don't doubt it.. or else i dunno where to put my heart at..
because it will always be there with you..

 

1 Comment:

  1. Summer塞冷姐❤Micкey said...
    August 5, 2009 at 9:41 PM  
    aiyoyo.. so sweet nerxhz^^

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