heart fel tired sudden...al thg rusted coz the lying..
heartbrek til my tears bcum silence..
im bcum so weak right nw..to force a smile wif tears..
brain nt working ..
toward mirror wif a face no reaction..n wacthing the tears drop down easily..
heart fel cold althoug i cover blanket i stil can fel my heart like wana to stoping...cant slep all..
dint fel like wan talking to any1 n just keep hiding at bedroom..
finding somthing to do..
suffer right nw..
nt crying..nt kind of kids crying..
its just tears..it wil cum out everytime tat i cant stp it..
my hand wil auto to wipe away the tears..vry silence..silence..n..silencely..
so much thg happen..til nided to break..y u stil can over lying to me?although i knw the lying n asking u ...bt u stil donwan to amit it...
til the end i straightly say out wat u lying tat u oly ans : yes..
today u wan face to face talk clearly wif me n wan me to giv u the last chance..
even if i really giv u other chance..my heart was close so tightly n wont open again..lying..always inside my heart.n its is hurt enough frm v start fighting,leng jing , u hiding so much lying when v at leng jing tat time .
