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babe.. its been 5 months and 19 days since we're together..
its another 12 more days till our 6th month anniversary..
its not the time thats keeping me here.. its our love..
for the past few days, its been very hurting to see us like this..
and i just wanna say im sorry..
even this is the 2nd time i say this.. but i still wanna say it again..
lets start over.. shall we?..
i've been waiting for months just for you to open up to me..
dun close it back.. dun go back to the way you were..
if you choose to go back, then what am i suppose to do..

babe, lets not play guessing games.. cause i suck badly at it..
lets not make me guess how you're feeling..
don't make me guess what you're thinking..
i too won't make you guess my feeling and my thoughts..
we said before that we would let each other know rite?
i promise to throw away my sarcasm(挖苦)that hurts you if you only promise me to let me know everything..
i dun wanna go on like this anymore.. i know you don't want it either..
so lets just take back the words we threw at each other and start over.. shall we?

what we have is beautiful.. its called love..
lets just keep it by our side before it goes away k?
shall we treasure it before it breaks both of our hearts?
hey, i am not the best person on earth.. i am not perfect too..
i am not even close to a man.. my flaws are just too many..
but i hope you won't mind..
i will be better, i will be the best just for you..
because it is you.. because i love you..

hey,don't doubt my love for you as it is true.. too true till words can't describe..
my actions can't describe this feeling deep inside of me too..
i do the wrong things, i say the wrong words.. but it doesn't mean it came out intentionally(有意地)..
i'm trying.. i try too hard and it leaves me tired..
so i hope you understand.. i hope you understand what i am doing..
as for my doing is all for you.. you and only you..

babe,i might not be taller than you half a head..
i might not have the face that makes everyone say "oooo"
i might not have a muscular body..
but.. don't go.. just stay here a little while more..
stay here in my arms although its not that strong..
i am weak.. so help me to fight away all the problems that is keeping us apart..

so why not you and me just sit down and think bout our problems..
don't throw that face at me.. or even that glance..
have i ever told you that your eyes show me that you don't care bout me..
don't start jumping to conclusion when i say out something k?
lets sit down and think about it together..
think about our obstacle(障礙) now, in the past and also that will come, in the future..

don't say that i don't want this relation to last long..
you won't know how much i want to lock you up in my room and not letting you go home..
you won't know how it feels when i dun see your face for a day..
hey, i promise.. wait.. i can't promise this..
but.. no more tears from that big big eye of yours anymore k?

your heart was broken, my heart was broken too..
you were hurt, i was hurt too..
you cried, i cried too..
it seems exaggerating(誇張) but i cried atleast 1 litter of tears for you..
lets stop what we're doing to each other ok?..
lets just give this love another chance..

we're a pair rite.. so if im gonna change for the best just for you..
will you do the same just for me?
will you stay here with me no matter what happens?
will you support me through the tough days and share those happy days with me?
will you still be the one to take care of me when i get sick?
will you be the one that fetch me around in your car?
will you hold my hand and follow me walk through the path of life?
will you hold my hand and embrace this little thing we call love?

i'm here.. i'm still here after what had happen..
i'm still standing here.. i ain't running away..
i won't.. unless you want me to..
i will change for the better and not for the worse..
so.. please don't go back to the way you were..
i've been waiting just too long for this you to come to me..
for you to accept me with your heart..
don't change.. don't let this all go.. i think this love deserve another chance..
its not fair for you to turn your back and start running as for im still here..
come back here beside me and i promise we'll get through this..
we just lack of communication.. we are just having some miscommunication..
my lecturer said.. trust and understanding is the key to good communication..
so lets get that here ok?..
shall we start to trust each other?
will i be able to lean my back against yours?
shall we start to understand each other?
we won't know what will happen unless we try rite?..

"Don't wanna close the door,
Don't wanna give up on it
Don't wanna fight no more,
We'll find a way around it,
Where's the love we had?...
We can make it last..
Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you
wanna do,
Cause I can't live my life
the way you want me to,
You know I can't go on
living like we do,
Do I have to cry for you?"

i made my mistakes..
i apologise.. i'm sorry..
but im trying.. i hope you are too..
i love you,
kahtun