finally was go out..^^

hey hey hey^^i was just cam bck hm..go find my baby khoo n yum cha wif my fren..(sendiri drive o^^)..damn jam when i reach pyramid thr..y i wil lalu sana?coz my baby khoo was stay at USJ..so i must pss by thr oly can reach my baby hz..actuaaly stil hv another road can straigh away go frm puchong to USJ de...bt i donknw hw to use tat road ...
she was dumbfounded when open the car door..y?hahha!coz i was hv a long hair infront of her..(she was already told me so many time don do hair extension coz she donlike n look like so fake)..bt..i stil do it..coz i like it ma..just wana try nia..don so serious la..baby khoo..
V oly never c each other 1 day nia..she was say im like bian pretty le!hahahahah! n so mis me! hehe!sure must mis me la..if nt..who u wan to m is o?!huh?!hahah..jk lar~
After tat i ws go cheras to meet my other fren..yc at thr..bt i donknw the road hw to go la..den c the sign board lo..n cal my fren PY when reach astro thr..bt she teach me nt properly lo..ltr right ltr left..make me so confuse n so dangerous le..bt..v was reach cheras safety!huhu^^n wan to thank my baby help me c the sign board teach me hw to go..(i knw she damn gan jiong when i drive :p) ..den v leave thr 2 something between 3 o;clock la..ohya! i was bumped against by a car! the side miror of car..bt i did realize it lo..donknw y..may b i 'chi don' gua..hahha..my fren was so scare n faster ask me gt pain or nt..r u ok?bt i stil laugh at thr..38 la me@.@..
after tat..my fren was told us hv a van parking at thr n keep looking ue for a long time..v so scare d en quikly leave the place den just go bck..coz the time was nt early for us..so v better go hm n sleep...^^

Finally..31th(Merdeka)im was nt alone!

nite..sweet dream -.-..nid to bed nw coz nw already 4:13a.m

alone..

today is 30th of August..actually i suppose b outside nw ..wif my baby or fren..wait until night countdown at 12 o'clock...bt i was stay at hm nw..alone somore..coz my family was bck to my hometown-rawang in tis morning..Argrgrgararh! should follow them ma..adui!
Wat can i do on tis day?tis hour?second?n minit?
listening song(clubbing song) wont make me sien n wil make me more semangat coz can dance at hm..nobody at hm also..huhu!!ehseh! long time never go clubbing liao le..so mis to clubbing le...~so i can do wat i wana do at hm nw!yeah!no sex~pls..don thk dirty way..hahahah!
Em..n reading book..'THE LAST-HELY BOOK YOU'LL EVER NEED'..tis book already bought so long time bt i never read it b4..nw oly reading it 1st part..hahah..cat tel u al nw..coz haven read finish ma..
Raining nw ..alone at hm..kelian leh...!!!!

4ever 21 fitting room..toilet..n place of photo sticker^^


i ws go gai gai wif baobei xiang at Pavillion..
bao bei was keep saying wana go 4ever 21 wor..den v ma go lo..hehe..
suddenly bao bei was say let us go try clothes lo..(for taking pic nia)
i never say no coz im a 'zi nian kuang'..i knw u guys knw also de la..

here r some pic ..



i like tis clothes^^

xiang ai was laughing like a aunty!wahahah


don move!if nt i wil shut u :P


'yeng' pose



fitting room..

fel shy coz In the end v dint buy any clothes..wahahahah



TOILET!!




Place of photo sticker







its hurt~

i donlike the way when u chat wif me at msn..n i don thk u like also..right?
tats y..no more next time..k?
i knw its hurt to u n me..if hv anything i wil just say out..bt wont repeat n repeat it again..
pls don do anything tat i was told u so many time tat i donlike..
nt i don let..is..don everyday..i ws nt mind u msg wif her..bt feeling is bu shuang..
i knw is fren...so wat?
if u were me..n i keep msg wif my ex..den wats ur feeling is?
angry?sad?or even happy?
baby..i stil wil together wif u although i was say so many times to break..
break it does'nt mean i don love u anymore or anythng..
my love toward u never changed..
u too..right?

??

WAt can i do on tis semester break???
haiz..
bored..

NID u~

headache!!!! i nid some 1 nw..come to save me..
wei me eat medicine n tam me go slep..n hug me~
ArRrrghaghgghg!!! so pain la!!!
i thk is eat too much junk food in tis day..
donknw who buy de..let me eat so much o..!
Yer~
going to slep..
bye~

come bck frm genting











3days 2 night at genting..

nthg special at thr..v oly walk,eat, n slep nia..
bt it is the 1st time i can c my baby khoo frm mornig until night in tis 3 days..^^
hold hand al day until slep also hug each other..(including fighting n argument)
appreciate al the day tat v can spend the time to each other..

waisei!! my basketball nt zhun liao lo!(k.. actually nt zhun at all :) )hahah..fine...

after dinner v go for a walk..i wan shopping my darling was nt allow..

window shopping also cannt leh!!!kesian!!


list~
  1. cannt eat junk food

  2. cannt drink cold drink

  3. cannt shopping

  4. cannt kap zai / lui :P

  5. cannt eat maggie mee

  6. cannt donwan bath / wash hair( is vry cold at thr..)

hahahahah!! many rules la..bt i like!!v was take many pic at thr..i mean at anywhr..tat alvin ar..i thk he hv somthing wrong la..keep asking al people to take pic..hahhaa..bt he scute :P-- alvin n the chipmunk..wahahahaha

yeng!!

take pic in Eric Leong class ^^
eeeeeeee!!who was left hand side tat gal har?!
bao bei la..act the face like tat to take pic wif bei bei o..
mempersiasuikan dia :p
hahah!!is me~
vry de 'yao yeny'..right?
nonid u say i also knw la~huhu
bao bao n bei bei was here!!



last assignment~^^using recycle thing to made it..

our space~^^
using big soya bean bottle to make the seat~
u can lying on it,sit n do ur homework..it can adjust watever u like^^
n it was vry comfortable to sit or sleep~
nice?also is using the bottle to make it..c!! hanging it at ceiling..
using red colour of transparent plastic to cover the light ..
n it will hv a reflection on the ball~tis is xiang ai group- tree house..
zoe group- inside out
wan jing group[~
tis was cute !!i like it vry much^^
they rle the newspaper to make it..n rottan..
especially the table of tree..its look like vry real..

on me again..
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me.......
watever day.
ya!
watever :)

6 months, not long not short


To my dearest baby kuan.. happy 6th month anniversary!
I love you
I just wanna say that no matter what situation we are in,
i'll always be here beside you to support you,
no matter what happens,
i will still love you,
no matter when,
i still think that you're pretty,
and its not because you are my gf,
its the fact!
and i just wanna say,
i will never get bored of seeing you,
i will never get bored of being with you,
i will never get bored of your silly faces,
and
i will never get bored of loving you.
muaxx

smoking?
lying..
is up to u..
wats the point v talk to each other bout the problem?
promise?
pls....
no more promise......
oly lying^^

1st time T.T

Formal look!!
~trying shirt at fitting room~


Follow her go donknw wat wat wat installation..

nid to wear formal..hear properly..FORMAL WEAR!!!

ok..v rush to find formal cloths yesterday at pyramid..coz i never had formal clothes..-.-

buy a high-heeled shoe.blk skirt, n a shirt..

i just straigh away wear it when already paid the money..

i cant imagine tat i wearing a high heels n walk so fast wif my dumb darling..

im was scare wil fall down ltr..bt fortunaly it doen'st happen on yesterday..huhu^^

bt it is vry pain when already walk so long..coz is new shoe wadd..


swt.......

she keep smilimg at me...n say..

baby~u so beautiful today..wahahahahahaha

my heart damn shuang man!!!hahahahah

its bcoz she like me to waer like tat~mature look..



feel so comfortanle i was change bck to casual wear when at TOA..^^







Everything is changed?

Ya..
i thk so....

1st time sit at the bus stop never talk wif her..
don thk i wan follow u home after tat ask u bck to my home n overnight..
i never say wan go ur home..i just wan u bck early..
i pull u go to the bus thr bt u was tel me: u nt donwan me go ur hz meh?y follow me home..
i was angry tat time..coz..i never thk tat i wan go ur hz n ask for u overnight in my hz..
i never say u r wrong bcoz u wait for my bus come den oly go bck..

y u wil tot im angry u bcoz wait for me to go hm 1st n that u thing is right also goes wrong..
i never say wrong..k?

don misunderstand eveything..
v already hv so much problem...
..im the person was do many wrong way..
fault on me is the most...i can admit tis..

love is gone izzit?
or..
our relationship oly can walk until here?

funny pic

Aiyo~baby don cry :P

Yc @ ME


close eye to kis u- Xiang Ai



' FUCK YOU' means tha chinese writting
of the cap


yeah!

finally...today is the last day after final exam of malaysian study...
feel so happy n gila somemore..when i was at mcd..my fren ask me in the fon: lk, do u hv write the ans of section b in the test pad or nt? nt write in the question paper..
omg!!! i was forgotten tat lecturer told us write at the test pad thr..
hw?! 10 marks le!!!! its so much for me T.T
can i cry?sob sob~
hw if i was fail?retake again in next term?
oh no!!! i donwan..God~ pls giv bck the 10 marks to me..
nola..unless 5 marks also can already la..

PLS!!!!


kahtun's sincere apology


babe.. its been 5 months and 19 days since we're together..
its another 12 more days till our 6th month anniversary..
its not the time thats keeping me here.. its our love..
for the past few days, its been very hurting to see us like this..
and i just wanna say im sorry..
even this is the 2nd time i say this.. but i still wanna say it again..
lets start over.. shall we?..
i've been waiting for months just for you to open up to me..
dun close it back.. dun go back to the way you were..
if you choose to go back, then what am i suppose to do..

babe, lets not play guessing games.. cause i suck badly at it..
lets not make me guess how you're feeling..
don't make me guess what you're thinking..
i too won't make you guess my feeling and my thoughts..
we said before that we would let each other know rite?
i promise to throw away my sarcasm(挖苦)that hurts you if you only promise me to let me know everything..
i dun wanna go on like this anymore.. i know you don't want it either..
so lets just take back the words we threw at each other and start over.. shall we?

what we have is beautiful.. its called love..
lets just keep it by our side before it goes away k?
shall we treasure it before it breaks both of our hearts?
hey, i am not the best person on earth.. i am not perfect too..
i am not even close to a man.. my flaws are just too many..
but i hope you won't mind..
i will be better, i will be the best just for you..
because it is you.. because i love you..

hey,don't doubt my love for you as it is true.. too true till words can't describe..
my actions can't describe this feeling deep inside of me too..
i do the wrong things, i say the wrong words.. but it doesn't mean it came out intentionally(有意地)..
i'm trying.. i try too hard and it leaves me tired..
so i hope you understand.. i hope you understand what i am doing..
as for my doing is all for you.. you and only you..

babe,i might not be taller than you half a head..
i might not have the face that makes everyone say "oooo"
i might not have a muscular body..
but.. don't go.. just stay here a little while more..
stay here in my arms although its not that strong..
i am weak.. so help me to fight away all the problems that is keeping us apart..

so why not you and me just sit down and think bout our problems..
don't throw that face at me.. or even that glance..
have i ever told you that your eyes show me that you don't care bout me..
don't start jumping to conclusion when i say out something k?
lets sit down and think about it together..
think about our obstacle(障礙) now, in the past and also that will come, in the future..

don't say that i don't want this relation to last long..
you won't know how much i want to lock you up in my room and not letting you go home..
you won't know how it feels when i dun see your face for a day..
hey, i promise.. wait.. i can't promise this..
but.. no more tears from that big big eye of yours anymore k?

your heart was broken, my heart was broken too..
you were hurt, i was hurt too..
you cried, i cried too..
it seems exaggerating(誇張) but i cried atleast 1 litter of tears for you..
lets stop what we're doing to each other ok?..
lets just give this love another chance..

we're a pair rite.. so if im gonna change for the best just for you..
will you do the same just for me?
will you stay here with me no matter what happens?
will you support me through the tough days and share those happy days with me?
will you still be the one to take care of me when i get sick?
will you be the one that fetch me around in your car?
will you hold my hand and follow me walk through the path of life?
will you hold my hand and embrace this little thing we call love?

i'm here.. i'm still here after what had happen..
i'm still standing here.. i ain't running away..
i won't.. unless you want me to..
i will change for the better and not for the worse..
so.. please don't go back to the way you were..
i've been waiting just too long for this you to come to me..
for you to accept me with your heart..
don't change.. don't let this all go.. i think this love deserve another chance..
its not fair for you to turn your back and start running as for im still here..
come back here beside me and i promise we'll get through this..
we just lack of communication.. we are just having some miscommunication..
my lecturer said.. trust and understanding is the key to good communication..
so lets get that here ok?..
shall we start to trust each other?
will i be able to lean my back against yours?
shall we start to understand each other?
we won't know what will happen unless we try rite?..

"Don't wanna close the door,
Don't wanna give up on it
Don't wanna fight no more,
We'll find a way around it,
Where's the love we had?...
We can make it last..
Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you
wanna do,
Cause I can't live my life
the way you want me to,
You know I can't go on
living like we do,
Do I have to cry for you?"


i made my mistakes..
i apologise.. i'm sorry..
but im trying.. i hope you are too..
i love you,
kahtun

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