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we had stupid fights.. we yelled at each other.. we scolded each other with bad words.. we had tears.. we write things about each other at blogs.. we said not to fight but we fight again..

but we also had lovely days together.. we walk around shopping malls holding hand wherever we go.. we laugh like crazy when we have our food.. we make fun of each other whenever we want to buy something.. hugging you to sleep.. seeing you sleep on my shoulder on bus ride to kl and genting.. stressing over what you should wear to go out (its nice to see you try so many clothes as all of them looks lovely on you).. you showing me silly faces that would make me laugh.. and us singing along to big bang songs.. remember when u had to come to my house to help me wash clothes because i don't know how to because my maid went back?.. it was priceless.. memorable times although we ended throwing everything up in the washing machine..

we had days where i would hack in to your blog and write love messages to you..
we also had days where i surprise you with your lovely pressies.. like that day when i came to hug you behind when u thought it was some bin tai lou.. and me letting you try my own cooked fried rice and also pasta.. and there was once where u were late to a movie because u went to look for present for me and i got angry at you cause u were late..

its good to have you here with me.. not because i have someone to argue with, but someone to tell out my problems to.. its nice to have you here to help me choose what clothes to wear on some special events.. to have you choose what shirt should i buy.. to have you wipe my mouth with tissue after eating something.. to have you wipe my sweat when im busy doing other things.. its good to have you here.. a person to have my back whenever i fall.. i like when u plan things for me.. so i wouldn't stress more.. to have you take care of me when im so sick until i can't walk.. to have you order mcD for me when im sick.. to have you let me sleep on your lap in car rides when im so tired.. to have you stress with me whenever we have so many things to do.. =)

we had our ups and downs.. but it still conclude to this:
i love you and always have.. you would ask me, "why wouldn't you leave?"
my answer is "my life is with you, if i leave or if you leave.. how am i gonna live?"
its true.. i did not lie when i said that.. you ARE my LIFE!
i won't give up because of fights.. i would be dumb to do that..
to lose a beautiful woman like you..
i know alot of people chasing after you..

don't you think that we are like somehow fated to be together?
my cousins intro me to TIGER shoes.. and after i came back from singapore, i went in the TIGER shop in pyramid where you worked.. then somehow.. u seen me b4.. then u make friends with me..
then we fall in love.. classic!
well, im glad it all happen.. god knows who will i be with now.. mayb my life would be even messier..
but who cares.. as long as i have you now..

even though it seems i have everything, i don't wanna be a lonely fool,
all those girls, all those expensive things, all the money don't amout to you..
so i can make believe i have everything, but i can't pretend that i don't see./
that without you girl my life is incomplete..

"do you love me?" -LK

"i do, i have always love you.. and will love you now and still will love you tomorrow, and the day after that and will still continue to" - me

*kahtun*

u never even understand me....
sick of everythg...
better keep quite..
beh-tahan?lai kuan..pls stop it la..u cant do anythg wadd..u thk wat u say wil she understand??she can get wat its means??no...its just bcum more worse...
n for her...is me making al tis matter.

watever u thk of me or wat...i wont explain anymore...even u misunderstand or wat.
im fucking tired to al tis thg again..
watver u thk im a bad person like wat u say even though im nt ...i wont say a single word out.

speecless...

n

..so proud tat saying me like tat in ur blog...thanks.








p/s: wat a lai kuan been a situation nw...hahahahahah..

emo-ing..

ya... my english sucks..
poor..

i confessed..
im fussed...

intended to improve my english...
bt hw.....self conscious...bcoz of tat...
bcum useless....i knw....


is hard to b a optimistic person for everyone...
is hard to gratifying ppl..



p/s: hope tat can improve my english rapidity...